so it's been forever since i've updated buttt i had some inspiration so here goesss

[1.] For all of this
I'm better off without you
Do you regret all your loneliness?

[2.] i swear i wish i never let you in
and i wish to never hear from you again.

[3.] and i know that it's real cause'
i see every little thing in your eyes

[4.] never stop relying on yourself.
You came into this world alone, and you're leaving the same way too.

[5.] Its nothing against you
Love in my heart
You're really a nice guy
I've known it from the start
But conscience is evil
To know where you lie
Pushing your limit
To give it up and remember

[6.] I was trying not to get too attatched
so I wouldn't fall too hard, too fast.
But I realized that I fell a long time ago
and now I'm loving you with all that I have.

[7.] don't worry about knowing people
make yourself worth knowing.

[8.] I don't care how you do it
just show me that you care.

[9.] You come around ; you need me.
But this time around, I won't be back at all.

[10.] Everybody runs away from what they don't understand.

oh what the heck heres 10 more...

[1.] when you start to miss me..
remember that you let me go.

[2.] Here's the truth about the truth.
It hurts. So we lie.

[3.] My head is spinning round
&I don't know what to do.
If I'm so happy, I've got everything to lose.
&everytime I see you
I can't stand to say...
& now it's always raining
&he's the one to blame.

[4.] I see all these people..
recapping their horrible year.
spotlighting the tiniest problems
&exaggerating the smallest fears.
&i'm beginning to realize ;
that my life.. never was all  that tragic.
open your eyes.
stop hiding behind your fake pain.
take a good look at life.
&then close your eyes.
&live it.

[5.] But you've got too much to wear
On your sleeves.
It has too much to do with me.
And secretly, I want to bury in the yard
The grey remains of a friendship scarred.

[6.] Somewhere deep in your heart
is someone that you're dying to forget
but also living to remember.

[7.] I hope its worth what we lost.
Take your time with your goodbyes,
'cause this will be the last time

[8.] "If you live to be a hundred,
I want to live to be a hundred minus a day,
So I don't have to live a day without you."

[9.] this love isn't good unless it's me and you

[10.] save your breath this time around
you're too beautiful and it's late
there's nothing left to say
i've wasted all this time on you

(: <3

sorry i've been slacking.
friday i turned 16 :]
liscense = 22nd
oh and my boyfriend is great <3

[1.] This could mean goodbye for us
This might be no tomorrow
Maybe another life will save your heart

[2.] Sadly, this is a wasted conversation
Lost on you, lost on you
This is a test of my patience
Your blue eyes are so cruel
I can't escape all the things we said
I'm taking years off my life with the weight of regret
Now there's nothing left
There is nothing left to lose.

[3.] I speak the truth,
the truth of the heart.

[4.] Its not how you forget, but how you forgive.
Not how you listen, but how you understand.
Not what you see, but how you feel.
It's not how you let go, it's how you hold on.

[5.] When you lose a bestfriend,
it's worse than breaking up
with a boyfriend -
because you lose more than
a little bit of yourself.
And if your boyfriend is your
best friend you lose it all.

[6.] your head in your hands and this is my cue,
if three words could heal you i would only speak two,
your eyelids grow heavy and this is my cue,
if three words could heal you i'd only speak two.

[7.] I’m a war of head versus heart
And it’s always this way my head
Is weak and my heart always speaks
Before I know what it will say

[8.] You listen to what I’ve been saying.
Though you don't understand what I mean.
You take everything left for granted,
this realities all but a dream.
Sometimes you are soft-spoken,
with the words that mean the most.
Welcome to life's fixed game show,
I'm karma, I'll be your host.

[9.] they sat together, as just friends.
11:11 rolled around, someone yelled
"make a wish."
they wished for each other.
 
[10.] so though i can't imagine how,
i hope you're happy right now.
too long i've been afraid of losing love i never had.
and if that is love, it comes at much too high a cost.
i hope you're happy now that you are choosing this
i hope it brings you bliss, i really hope you get it, and you don't live to regret it.
i hope you're happy in the end.

yay the gators won the national championship!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahkjhfjkdshfgjkhfgkjfdhgkj

[1.] Grammatically speaking your adorable.

[2.] yes, i'll admit that I’m a fool for you

[3.] one of the hardest things in life

[1.] i wish i was strong enough to say love me or leave me

[2.] but we understand each other,
and we care about each other,
and I believe that years from now...
we still will.

[3.] A thousand other girls could never reach you.
How could I have been the one?

[4.] sometimes the hardest thing to let go of
is something you never really had.

[5.] and the lights in her eyes like the stars in the skies show more sadness then madness. poetry will never be passed.

[6.] Chase your dreams but,
always know the road that'll lead you home again.
+ Tim McGraw

[7.] I found  that one person I can be myself around.
I can say whatever I want to.. I can laugh, smile
hug, && kiss. Who  I fight and makeup with. And
at  the end of the night, no matter  how the night
went.. I find myself feeling a little bit more in love

[8.] I just wanted to let you know,
you always bring out the best in me.

[9.] I'm taking a chance.
This could be different
This could be all i'm waiting for

[10.] tell me why you're waiting,
or what you're waiting for

[1.]  Half of what I say is meaningless,
but I say it just to reach you.

[2.] when i'm around him, the sky's a different blue.

[3.] These blue eyes are so contagious.
Right now, I feel like moving in on you. I'm restless are you restless?

[4.] Some things are better left unsaid.
I can’t be someone that you will regret.

[5.] You see sorrow gets too heavy
and joy tends to hold you, with
the fear that it eventually departs.

[6.] when you have confidence
you can have a lot of fun
and when you have fun
you can do anything

[7.] Never string a girl along. Sooner or later, her hands get raw from holding on and she's forced to let go.

[8.] you mean so much to me;
& i can barely handle it

[9.] This time you're not the one to blame
Sometimes I get a little too afraid
I didnt mean to cause you any pain

[10.] Autumn brings me to one conclusion.
I miss you.